I literally have no life at all?

all day infront of the computer,over sensitive,no where to go,been abused by "friends",i dont want any of them anymore,crying every second and feeling guilty for others who dont give a **** about me,no ppl like me,i've been used by every person i know,the only lie i have is probably the internet,i dont take up hobbies,to young to get a job in my town at 13,i live in fear of my own house,all think aout is revenge for the dumbest things on earth,help me???(i dont join clubs either)